It's that time again. To write a new journal. I don't really have energy to write it more often.
The more I work with technology (I'm a full time software developer) and I do stuff also in my free time, the more I realize specifics of computers and advanced technology in general. Many people may take Facebook for granted, but it's a miracle. It may seem as a simple website for posts and friends, but actually Facebook is very advanced....in everything.
Often I envy people how they can have a lot of energy when they are still doing something with their cellphone. I feel so exhausted. Yes, I'm good and I know how to get shit done, but having a relation with something it's also your job is hard. And count here also dreams and projects outside of work. Sometimes I just wanted to walk away to a forest. But as always, after a couple of days, I find out that my love for technology is burning really, really deep.
If I really overdo it, I start to losing my humanity...and mind. 3 months ago I started to lift weights almost every day and also run almost every day. It keeps my mind quiet and I like my growing muscles.
But still, I would gladly pack my things and forget about everything for two months. Somewhere in a forest, beach, desert or city. Doesn't matter, really.
Adulthood is tricky.